Fun! More like it's going to be depressing.

Think I'm starting to get trust issues.
Or am I paranoid?
Or am I scared?

I just don't know anymore.

I don't know what I want.
I don't know how I feel.
I don't know what to say.
I don't know what I'm doing wrong.
I don't know what I'm doing right.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
I just don't know.

Exercise.

Now that I'm exercising by going to the gym, I've been told not to go everyday. I want to do at least an hour everyday to keep fit but everyone seems to think that I'm gonna work too hard at each session. They don't realise that I'm gonna tone it down on two of the days. Rather than doing hardcore cardio and weights, I would just power walk or cycle easily and decrease the weights and do the same amount of sets.

Yes I'm stubborn and pretty fucking annoyed. Been in a shit mood all day. Feels like people are trying to control my life. I know they want to help me change my eating habits and thoughts for the better but I'd rather do it myself. Challenging for myself but I prefer doing things by myself.

For fuck sake!